this prettttty much means nothing

basically, today has been a drag. the only real reason that i'm writing on this now is because i've been basically deprived of art all day. fine, i've had one hour. but one hour is really not enough for me. i am currently writing an english research paper about the existence of adhd which is really no fun compared to anything else in the world i would otherwise choose to do. i don't think i'm really going to go to school this week, except for the fact that i have a yearbook meeting and a national honors society meeting tomorrow. i have superlunch though, which means i can probably sign out early. i am really upset though because i haven't even looked at my physics notes and i have a test tomorrow, which probably means i need to do well...since i got a terrible grade on the last one. no worries, though, i still have a pretty good mark. rambling...i was reconsidering my end of the year project in lo.ue's class and i'm really not sure what i want to do yet. i've been working on something that i like...it's basically an illustrated version of the poem "mi prima agueda" my obsession with spanish literature lives on...HAHA. anyway, i don't know why but lately i've just become enraptured with learning. anything...so i think that's probably good? my portrait of bine hasn't been touched since about saturday, 4:30. kind of a bummer, but whatever i hopefully will have plenty of time to work on it this week. i might go to the shore with my mom on thursday instead of going to hershey park. i really couldn't say yet but i have to get out my feelings right now...right now.

**another note to add, i just wanted to say that i finally understand what lo.ue was saying when he said that art isn't always the best that took the most time. it actually clicked with me. i finally understand. wowwwww. i mean, i guess it's really just that i understand and better appreciate the principle of the "effect" after going through this year of art.